I've been walking through this darkness for a while now but I don't feel like I'm getting anywhere. Every step I take, I'm just greeted with more darkness. I can't even see myself without the glow of the laptop. It's cold here, not freezing, but just that slight chill.
...I've be hearing whispers, they're not clear enough to hear, but I've heard them say Skyles more than once. It's not as if they're trying to unnerve me though, I think that they're trying to get my attention, but as much as I listen to them, I can never understand what they're saying.
I don't know where I am and quite frankly, I don't care. I can't hurt anyone else with this power. People are safe, having me here.
This place shall serve as my prison.
Tuesday 7 May 2013
Sunday 5 May 2013
The Leech and the Misery
There were so many dead... so many. Their bodies just laid there, their eyes just seeming empty now. I looked around, but all I could focus on were the the bodies and the blood. I stared Alan, hung from his roots, his arms and legs dangling. I stood there, unable to move, not even able to bring a tear.
"Amazing isn't it..." I heard from behind me, I was still unable to move, although not out of shock, I just couldn't move at that point, from that, I knew the voice came from Jack. He took a seat on a stool in front of me, grinning at me, staring into my eyes, blood was trickling from his mouth.
"There were more than 20 people in here and they couldn't even stop me..." he laughed, looking around at the bodies. He turned back to me, leaning forwards. "But they couldn't do a thing, just like you can't Skyles." he grinned at me, "Nice little trick isn't it, you see I was born being able to do that, whenever someone would upset me, I'd just make them stay frozen for a while." he laughed at that, grinning wider.
"But I got tired of it, I wanted more, but that little feat was impossible, until I met the red haired man with the burnt hand." he told me, he was starting to look even more insane and that seems like a damn hard feat to pull when you have blood trickling from your mouth already. "He granted me a new ability, the ability of the leech, the only drawback being a thirst." he pointed to the blood around his mouth, licking his lips with that.
He stood up and walked until we were face to face. "But that's enough about me, let's talk about your abilities..." he whispered with malice. I still couldn't move, but what did it matter... all I was filled with acceptance, I... was ready for this to happen... "Your ability to change is quite amusing to me but that's not what I'm after, no... I want the other ability." at this point he was staring with a sick look of delight in his eyes. "I want your power of misery..." he hissed.
I had no idea what he meant until he said "You already know of it... You know that people suffer from being around you. Just like how Emma's portal was effected, poor little Tom had his mind warped, C's death..." he leaned in closer and whispered "Or how you led me to these people..." He was right... it was me, all me, I cause misery... I would've continued these thoughts but I was interrupted by Jack grabbing my throat. His hand was impossibly sharp, it began to cut into me, I could feel myself bleed.
But Jack suddenly yelled in pain as a knife dug into his shoulder, Jack pushed me away from him, causing me to fall back. But as I fell, I kept falling, I found I could move again, but wherever I looked, there was just darkness. I hit the ground with a thud, well I think it's the ground, I can't see anything just darkness... The only light coming from this laptop now.
That's what happened... It's what I know now...
I'll just stay in the darkness for a while, I need to think.
"Amazing isn't it..." I heard from behind me, I was still unable to move, although not out of shock, I just couldn't move at that point, from that, I knew the voice came from Jack. He took a seat on a stool in front of me, grinning at me, staring into my eyes, blood was trickling from his mouth.
"There were more than 20 people in here and they couldn't even stop me..." he laughed, looking around at the bodies. He turned back to me, leaning forwards. "But they couldn't do a thing, just like you can't Skyles." he grinned at me, "Nice little trick isn't it, you see I was born being able to do that, whenever someone would upset me, I'd just make them stay frozen for a while." he laughed at that, grinning wider.
"But I got tired of it, I wanted more, but that little feat was impossible, until I met the red haired man with the burnt hand." he told me, he was starting to look even more insane and that seems like a damn hard feat to pull when you have blood trickling from your mouth already. "He granted me a new ability, the ability of the leech, the only drawback being a thirst." he pointed to the blood around his mouth, licking his lips with that.
He stood up and walked until we were face to face. "But that's enough about me, let's talk about your abilities..." he whispered with malice. I still couldn't move, but what did it matter... all I was filled with acceptance, I... was ready for this to happen... "Your ability to change is quite amusing to me but that's not what I'm after, no... I want the other ability." at this point he was staring with a sick look of delight in his eyes. "I want your power of misery..." he hissed.
I had no idea what he meant until he said "You already know of it... You know that people suffer from being around you. Just like how Emma's portal was effected, poor little Tom had his mind warped, C's death..." he leaned in closer and whispered "Or how you led me to these people..." He was right... it was me, all me, I cause misery... I would've continued these thoughts but I was interrupted by Jack grabbing my throat. His hand was impossibly sharp, it began to cut into me, I could feel myself bleed.
But Jack suddenly yelled in pain as a knife dug into his shoulder, Jack pushed me away from him, causing me to fall back. But as I fell, I kept falling, I found I could move again, but wherever I looked, there was just darkness. I hit the ground with a thud, well I think it's the ground, I can't see anything just darkness... The only light coming from this laptop now.
That's what happened... It's what I know now...
I'll just stay in the darkness for a while, I need to think.
Friday 3 May 2013
I hate this
I'm getting comfortable here... The people are kind, they're like me, they understand how these abilities make me feel. The bar itself is nicely hidden, they don't allow fear servants in here, it's just for us. They've even given me a place to stay... It's safe here and it makes me feel happy.
I hate it.
This is just like before, I would feel content and then the shit starts, people would die, they'd leave me and they'd become monsters. The happiness would be ripped away from me every time, even before Emma and Tom, it would happen...
It's going to happen again, I just know it, something is going to go wrong. I can't do that to these people. As much as I love it here...
I'm going to have to leave.
I hate it.
This is just like before, I would feel content and then the shit starts, people would die, they'd leave me and they'd become monsters. The happiness would be ripped away from me every time, even before Emma and Tom, it would happen...
It's going to happen again, I just know it, something is going to go wrong. I can't do that to these people. As much as I love it here...
I'm going to have to leave.
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